Syahirah's Virtual Diary
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Hi there!  Syahirah, 21, Cairo University |
In Love ❤ 
Dear heart, hey, I am in love. I am loving someone. His name is, sweetheart. I can't tell you who is he. Maybe one day, if Allah really wills it, I will tell you who is this special guy.
Dear heart, I met him unpurposely. Never planned for it. Did not have a crush on him at first. I failed to find he's attractive at the very beginning. But as the time goes by, he succeeded at making me fall in love. Every day, every night. I was not a type of girl who fall onto guy easily. I trusted people very hardly. Actually I trust guys hardly. But I don't know, just somehow, the feeling of looking at him makes me feel calm inside. He may not look attractive at the first sight I was looking at him. But at this level now, I can tell that yes, he is the one I am looking for every second. He always makes me feel like home. When I am with him, I forgot my homesickness. My yearning to my family is reduced when he is there right beside me.
Dear heart, honestly, I failed to remember the very first time I started to care for him. I didn't even realize when my heart is opened for him. Maybe the way he cares for me, maybe the way he looks after me, the way he accepts my flaws, the way he shows that he really care, that makes me volunteered myself to give him a chance. We are not officially declared, but yes, I am really in love with him. It is very hard to admit at first, but now, Alhamdulillah, Allah sent me this lovely guy who makes me feel special again.
Dear heart, we have been through many ups and downs together. We might annoyed each other. Obviously not every thing happening is sweet. Every cloud has its own silver lining. But yes, I really wanted to be there, I really wanted him to be with me through all this upgoing and downgoing in life. Life is hard, but his presence really makes everything a little bit better. I am starting to imagine bittersweet things I do with him. Starting to dream big as he is now entering my life.
Dear heart, please save half of this space for him. He may not know how special he is to me, how much he really mean to me, how much I ever need him, only Allah knows. May this love be blossomed until Jannah. In sha Allah.
Sincerely, Syahirah.
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