Assalamualaikum warahmatullah semua. Hey Alhamdulillah today is 25th June and Im still doing fine here Alhamdulillah ya Allah. Hm so minggu ni dah masuk third week of classes. Hm so how am I doing.... Hm.. Undeniably, damn tired. I experienced stress. A lot. Bukan Iera je but I guess everyone in here. Okay first starting with classes. Earliest will be at 8.30 am and latest is 6.30 pm. On the first week, excited. Yeah excited first time masuk class kan. Everything was fine yeah fine Im just tired, and taking my time to adapt to this kind of environment where we rush to go to anywhere. Foundation life is tough, yeah I can feel that already. And yeah, founders right, they are excellent students. So saya rasa sangat sangat tercabar until I feel depressed at one time haha so sorry to feel that. They are such hardworking people where I cant see they are relaxing other than revising. Alhamdulillah competition is everywhere. Im adapting okay I really am. My Chemist lecturer once told us, 

"The pace syllabus of foundation is just like train. No matter what, no matter how, you have to board the train. No matter how fast the train is, you have to keep following. Once you are late, only for a minute, you gotta run for it back. But this time you have to catch it, run faster. Run faster as the train is going faster and faster. Once you are tired, you will stop for a while. In the situation, you will be having 2 options, either to continue your catch, or you turn back."

Turn back here means you give up. And end up you will fail and take another train. Memang deep, sentap kejap dalam lecture hall lepas tu. Terus adrenaline mengalir deras huhu. If tak strong, mesti nangis aip but Im still strong here. The only thing we are holding here is, iman. Deen. Itu sahaja. Only with deen, we will survive in sha Allah. Only will strong deen, we will always be hoping to Allah. Only with strong deen, we will get the strength from Him. Not from others except Him. Kalau iman tak kuat, sure thing you will give up. Alhamdulillah so far, yes Im stressed up sometimes but I managed to control it back Alhamdulillah. Next your parents. Always remember them who had raised you since you were born. Im advising myself too here. Im councelling myself. And yeah one more thing, tests are heavier at this moment. But remember that Allah loves you and the bigger the tests, the more He loves you, in sha Allah. So yeah, you can conclude here that I laugh less here right huhu yes pretty much. In sha Allah Ill build up. In sha Allah. K till here then, bye assalamualaikum :]