Assalamualaikum people. Hey, hm, well well well, dah masuk bulan 2 so, yeah, first month of 2015, made me mad for a while haha hm. I am distracted sebenarnya, Entahlah, macam macam jadi. Basically, my feelings lah kan what more. Hm okay, I am now trying to update myself to a better person In Sha Allah. But somehow, maybe I could not bear the change. And people around me could not accept it. Culture shock mungkin.. Haih tak tau lah, tak tauuu. At most times, I felt alone, and being left, although I know that Allah is always by my side, my family as well. But still, I felt emptiness. Lepas sorang sorang kawan Iera pergi. I mean, not forever. But hm, yeah, left me lah. I am frustrated. And, huh, tak tau nak fikir apa, nak buat apa. Hanya mampu berdoa and put fake smiles on my face. Ada orang kata Iera ni suka pendam. Yes, exactly but you know why is it? Sebab kalau bagitau kat manusia pun bukannya lega. People's talk will just make it worse. Yang terbaik adalah mengadu pada Allah. Allah Maha Mendengar, Maha Memahami. Hanya Dia yang faham kita sefaham fahamnya. Not human beings. Iera bukannya tak share, Iera share. But only to certain people. Biasalah, not all things can be shared. Plus, not all people can be trusted. Nowadays, humans are scarier than ghosts, please bear that in mind. Nak percaya siapa pun dah tak tau. Seriously, scary much. Kadang kadang, orang yang paling kita percaya pun sebenarnya boleh tipu kita. Yeah yeah, human beings love to use people for their own good. What huh, apa nak jadi dengan dunia sekarang... Sometimes I was thinking to do some bad stuff, just to trace who are there to advise and motivate me. Cause you know, humans will be there when we are being nice to them, but bila offended sikit, dah pergi macam tu je. Hm, okay, adapting... Manusia, kalau nak berubah, dia takkan bagitau. Tau tau je dah bertukar perangai, bertukar hati, manalah kita tau. Mula mula boleh dipercayai, tup tup boleh jadi orang lain, Biasalah tu kan. Sebenarnya, rasa ditinggalkan tu semua orang pernah rasa, Tapi tak semua orang mengaku yang dia sedih, or distracted. Maybe diorang pura pura cool, tapi deep down inside, diorang nangis. Hahahahaha standard lah nangis tu, so what kan. It's our right to cry as much as we want. I share based on my experience, tak berkenaan sesiapa. Just nak berkongsi that people now changes. Cause the world changes. People come, and go. Yeah, I should note that. So, hm takpelah dahlah tu kan, will be writing again soon, Bye, assalamualaikum.