Assalamualaikum people hey dah lama tak jenguk blog. So yeah what I am actually doing, I am now a busy lady wow very busy haha. Tengah kerja lah kat Aeon, selling handbags. Biasalah dah jadi adult kan sekarang, kena cari rezeki untuk keluarga haha. Hm yeah, mentioning about transforming process into an adult, perasan tak, yelah, kita kitalah yang tengah nak membesar, lepas satu satu problem datang. Well, tengah perubahan fasa kehidupan kan, biasalah tu. Me myself is experiencing this feeling. Sekarang rasa macam bagai jatuh ditimpa tangga. Banyak masalah jadi. Masalah emosi, fizikal dan mental. Memang kena tough lah, kalau tak mesti tak boleh adapt. But no worries, its not that you cant cry at all. Boleh je, in fact, sangat dialu-alukan perhaps for ladies only haha. Tapi, sebagai seorang Islam, kita ada Allah sebagai pelindung, pembantu, peneman kan? Jadi kuatkan iman, tabahkan hati, Allah sentiasa ada dengan kita. Actually, I am now in a big trouble. Hm my mood changed drastically and it went haywire at all times. Entahlah, maybe sebab kerja penat, plus jumpa macam macam orang, dengan macam macam perangai, tu yang susah sikit nak adapt. People around me keep telling me that I am not fit to be out of the box because of my attitude now. I dont know, maybe diorang rasa Iera still tak matang dan tak dewasa. But hey, this is me okay? No one knows me better than myself and Allah. Kadang kadang I would have ignored their words. Tapi pfft Iera pun ada perasaan. Apa ingat budak kecik takde hati ke? Plus I am not a schoolgirl anymore okay I am eighteen now huh. Motivations are really needed at this time. I'm glad that I still have my family on me and my friends. And yeah, one more thing, perasan tak yang some of our friends yang dah lain since dah tak sekolah? Em I am talking to my 97 gangs jelah okay. I mean, lepas habis sekolah, yeah well said that kita semua tengah membesar, and trying to be more matured, trying to be free, yang ke arah baik tu Alhamdulillah. Tapi hm, ada jugak yang dah semakin jauh dari kita. For example, our friendships. Mungkin some friendships stop till there. Yeah memanglah. Alasannya apa. 'Busy'. That's the only reason. A simple view boleh dikaitkan adalah, masa sekolah selalu outing sesama. Tapi lepas habis spm, sekali pun tak pernah outing sebab masing masing lagi sibuk dari masa spm kan haha. So, the conclusions of my essay tonight is, be strong and try to adapt to this new environment okay dear friends? Yeah we may fall many times. But, if we did not fall, we would never learn how to rise and move forward. No worries if you cried so many times. Cause it helps you actually. And never forget that Allah helps people who are strong, patient and always helps themselves. Okay till here, dear people. night assalamualaikum :)