Assalamualaikum. Heyyyooo. I am damn bored. But tired. But still wanna type something. Cause my boredom strikes more than my tiredness. Eh? What am I babbling. Hahahaha. Yeah yeah. Since a week ago, I stopped blogging. So wanna write something here lah. Hm hm what eh. Oh yes. School has just opened. I mean, it has been two weeks since the second sem. So I got my results. Yeah, there is no need to know. No need to care. Just be aware that, they are HOPELESS. Like seriously. Ok I got 1A+, 1A, 1B+, 2B,  4C. Like what?! I am real disappointed with my own self. Hey you, stupid side of me. Why are you here? Go away dude. I hate you. I don't need you. Egghhhh -.- K shaddap. I am so a dead meat. Why am I being like this, man. And tell yah, my classmates are struggling like pfft. They are racing. Speeding. Like Fast And Furious 6. Like being chased by fierce dogs 24 hours, ok??!! Huh pity me. Feels like the stupid-est girl in the class. Hm sad, me sad. Oh yeah. Actually, last holiday, I got an offer from SM Sains Sultan Iskandar Mersing. Yes to be clear, I am about to move to SBP soon. Only IF I agree to go there. But, yeah, as what everyone didn't expect, at all, I am not going. Hahahaha. Yeah I know I have told everyone that I was really craved for being one of the SBPians. But now, unexpectedly, I am not that Syahirah anymore. I've changed my mind, dude. Well hold on. I've thought about this ok. At first, yeah, I had a big dilemma. There are pros and cons, to go, and not to go. But I finally decided to stay. For me, there are more cons than pros if I go there. So yes, Imma forever Puterians. Hehe. Alah, that is not so much difference if I move. I still have to compete like what here meh. Haaa. Back to the story. I feel like I really gottta do something. Start to plan my self schedule back. I gotta be the 'PMR Style of Syahirah' again. Wuhuu start preparing for SPM from now! My goodies, can't believe I just said that. But yeah. That's the truly fact. I want to change, man. Yes. I need to change.